Seperation is NEVER easy...

No, I'm not saying we've split, I'm just trying to satisfy my need of Mr. Brown during a weekend I was not able to be with him.

It has become such a constant thing, that these weekends that we can not be together are almost impossible.

I miss him. I miss his company and his humor. I miss his embrace, his strength, his incredible eyes looking into mine and his smile when he sees me looking back.

I miss how he tangles his fingers in my long hair as he pulls his cock away from me until I move closer and he thrusts forward while pushing my head toward him so it presses hard against the back of my throat forcing me TO SWALLOW AGAINST HIM SO HARD THAT HE MOANS.....OMG!!

Ok, NOW you see why I had to write it down!! THAT is what has been running through my memory today....all of it. The contentment, the attention, the sex.

I miss him.