Mr Browns World

Saturday, January 05, 2008

Seperation is NEVER easy...

No, I'm not saying we've split, I'm just trying to satisfy my need of Mr. Brown during a weekend I was not able to be with him.

It has become such a constant thing, that these weekends that we can not be together are almost impossible.

I miss him. I miss his company and his humor. I miss his embrace, his strength, his incredible eyes looking into mine and his smile when he sees me looking back.

I miss how he tangles his fingers in my long hair as he pulls his cock away from me until I move closer and he thrusts forward while pushing my head toward him so it presses hard against the back of my throat forcing me TO SWALLOW AGAINST HIM SO HARD THAT HE MOANS.....OMG!!

Ok, NOW you see why I had to write it down!! THAT is what has been running through my memory today....all of it. The contentment, the attention, the sex.

I miss him.

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

passionate surprises

This past weekend wasn't even supposed to happen. Last minute traveling must excite Mr. Brown even MORE than I'd expected!

When he heard that I was coming to see him Saturday night, I could tell he was happy. I like to make Mr. Brown happy because he then keeps me happy. This time, he kept me happy 6 times in a matter of less than two whole days.

Along with crazy nibbling, kissing, biting, rubbing, pressing against and making me close to insane with excitment.....There was a couple times in a row in bed. There was once, standing in front of him in my heels. OH how I've grown to love these shoes...The 6 inch white heels on the back of a clear strapped dancer-like shoe saw Mr. Brown taking me from behind on the side of the bed, over the back of his recliner, bent over the kitchen counter, leaning toward the OTHER recliner and finally being witness to the simultaneous orgasm that Mr. Brown and I shared.

Ok, now I'm in trouble, I've recalled it TOO well and now I need him with me again. Him and his willingness to please me. His ability to make me so happy. His company and the increasing difficulty of leaving him.

This weekend is New Years and I get to spend several days with him. There is no way for me to explain how estatic I am to be able to do that. I will, however, do my best to explain to YOU how the visit went. :-)

Monday, December 17, 2007

Mr Browns bright ideas

This weekend was not supposed to be "our" time. We spent it making many OTHER people happy. HEY we are not selfish! We are all about pleasing each other, but as many of you don't know, we are very proud of the joy we bring to others. (and some lucky couple is going to find that out first hand!)

Anyhow. Since there were so many events planned this weekend, I was not looking for much sex time together. Sure I joked about sucking him in the middle of the grocery store, and sure he joked with me about pulling me into the men's dressing room. But there was nothing planned, nothing scheduled, and after all this time, I should know by now that THAT should excite me most!

Sunday afternoon found us worn out and ready to nap. Talk of cuddling hurried me into the bedroom and once we laid down, I felt like sleep was very nearby.

I held Mr Brown in my arms, head on my chest, rubbing his bare back and scratching lightly.

"Enough of this" he said. "Take that shirt off! I don't want to smell clothing!" I did just as I was told. (see previous posts for description of punishments) I removed my shirt and my bra and we resumed the position we were in. He made a very good choice, this was MUCH more favorable.

"That was a great idea." I said.
"Yeah? You like that idea huh? What if I get the notion......" He couldn't finish the sentence because he had taken my left nipple into his mouth.

With a quick inhale and my fingertips denting his shoulders, I felt my entire body stiffen. I managed to breathe out, "I like the notion even better."

"OH?" He asked in an almost angry voice that made me want to please him badly. He continued, "what if I had the inclination...." With that he moved to my right breast, and shoved his hand down the front of my sweatpants.

I could barely move, I don't remember if I breathed for awhile as his finger moved wetness up to my clit and just went nuts on it. I do remember moving my hand over his, I was going to ask him to let up just a little, the invasion of feeling sent me into dizzyness. But just as my hand reached his, he bit my nipple hard and told me to move my hand away.

I felt the orgasm building and I just let it take over my head. Grabbing at his neck, shoulder and head, it passed from my head to my toes in body shaking intensity.

Instead of taking that as a sign for him to stop, Mr. Brown decided it was a green light, and he pushed his hand deep inside of me and sucked hard on my breast. I KNOW I had to remind myself to breathe at this point. I waited for him to be content with the madness he had forced on me, but he didn't let up. Instinctively, I moved my hand to his again, and he bit down. "AHHH" I said, as I writhed underneath him. I felt another orgasm trying to take over me and I knew that if I let it, I would lose control totally.

Apparently that was his plan since he continued until I felt myself fall into the greyness of an even more intense orgasm. I also felt wetness escape and roll down some toward my ass.

Surely now I would get to catch my breath and return the favor for him, but no. AGAIN he brought me to orgasm. This last time, I did stop breathing. I left the situation for at least a moment and had no idea where I had gone. The sound of me gasping for a breath brought me back and I realized he STILL did not intend to stop pleasing me!

I began to beg, I put my hand over his, he bit me, I gasped. I don't know what finally changed his mind, but my sanity was just about to abandon me when he grabbed me and squeezed me, rubbing my arms and shoulders. It felt amazing, all of it, but especially his embrace.

I wanted to please him now. I didn't think I could even come close to "repaying" him for the amazing ride he just chauffered me through. I thought I was going to get the chance when I realized I had him in my mouth. I felt him hard and thrusting. He grabbed my head and pushed it down as he lifted up and I took him deep into my throat. I began to imagine his explosion hitting my throat directly and how I'd have to gulp against him to take it all.

But that's when he lifted my head off of him, got out of the bed and left me looking up at him in shock. "Move to the end of the bed." he commanded. "Head or tails?" I asked.

"GET YOUR ASS ON THE END OF THE BED!"

I remember realizing that he literally meant ass after seeing the lube in his hand. I got scared and excited just as I always do when I know he is going to shove his cock into my ass.

On the end of the bed as directed, on my hands and knees, I felt his strong hands grab at me, and I felt his hard cock cram into me. I thought to myself, he's not going to take it easy. He wants to tear into me. I asked him to wait. He pushed harder into me...I moaned. I asked again, and moved forward. "GET BACK HERE!" I knew he was serious. I moved back and he shoved down inside of me. Immediately I was out of breath. I was trying to lessen the intensity of the thrusts, but that did no good. I felt him put one foot up on the bed next to me and I knew I was in trouble. He turned slightly to the side and just rammed down into me. I came. He continued.

I could tell by his breathing that he was going to cum. He made very little noise when he did, but I knew it because he grew inside of me and I felt him empty deep in my ass.

I commented in what little breath I had left about how glad I was that he shared his great ideas with me.

Sunday, December 09, 2007

at long last

Well, here it is. The first post I'm making directly to Mr. Brown's blog. I have moved our marvelous memories to another blog here on Mr. Brown's site (also over on the right as a link) so if you are new, you can catch up, but if you've been around, you won't see all the drama, misadventures, wrong turns and idiots we've dealt with. It's a clean slate, and a great place to keep memories. We like to share (and the right couple will eventually be able to confirm that) but if you don't want to be shared WITH, go now...

As with previous posts, I'd like to recall a recent adventure with Mr. brown.

We have become as close to a "couple" as we can without actually taking the plunge I think. We are exciting to each other not only sexually, but intellectually and emotonally as well. I know that I'm happy and concentrate on making him happy. One of his "likes" are high heels. I've worn heels before around him. But when I walked into the bedroom with a peach nighty that ended just above white thigh high tights that disappeared into 6 inch heels with clear strap, I did it shyly.

You know that he is very tall, and that I wished on many occassions that I was taller than I am because of his height. When I saw he was laying in the bed when I had the opportunity to hug him around his shoulders without him bending down, I wanted to take advantage of that.

He got out of bed and while he was STILL taller, it was a much closer match. I wrapped my arms around him and squeezed him tight. I heard a faint moan and his hands moved up and down the silky nightie. I know it made him happy, what I didn't know was how he was going to show his appreciation.

Once our embrace ended, he sat on the side of the bed and moved me toward him. He gently rubbed his hands up and down the outside/inside of the legs from he ankle to the thigh...up and down several times. My hands moved over his shoulders and back and scratched the back of his neck as he continued.

One more time up, and he kept going, up my thighs, over my hips, pushing my nightie up and over his head. With his hands around my waist, he took turns sucking gently on my nipples. One, then the other. It was amazing, I felt a little wiggly on top of those heels, but no where near as wiggly as I could be.

I felt his hands lower again. This time he grabbed my panties on the sides and slid them down my legs, over my shoes and off. His hands moved up my left leg again, one on the outside, one on the inside. The hand on the inside went further though, pushing right up into my pussy and inside. I grabbed him to keep from falling over. My knees went weak and being a half foot further in the air, I feared falling over.

I know I was moaning, and gasping and didn't really care. I've been touched before while standing, but he didn't just touch. He penetrated, and moistened his fingers and then used it to rub my clit. The excitment proved too much and soon I came. Standing. I've never done that before and I hope I do it again VERY soon.

The shoes (and I) would experience two more firsts that night though. It was the first time I sucked cock with heels on, and the first time I was able to stand, bend over and have him take me from behind without being on something. (A step, a chair, the bed) I know that he enjoyed this opportunity as well. The grip on my hips as he pushed into me left me having to do very little to hold my position for him. I felt him cum hard inside me and THAT let me know that he appreciated my planning.

I've already made plans for the black heels I bought recently. They are not as high, so it will be tricky....but interesting and rewarding I'm sure! :-)

Monday, October 08, 2007

Come and See the Show

Welcome back my friends
to the show that never ends
We're so glad could attend,
come inside, come inside
There behind a glass
stands a real blade of grass
Be careful as you pass,
move along, move along

Come inside,
the show's about to start
Guaranteed
to blow your head apart
Rest assured
you'll get your money's worth
The greatest show
in Heaven, Hell or Earth
You've got to see the show,
it's a dynamo
You've got to see the show,
it's rock and roll, oh

Right before your eyes
see the laughter from the skies
And he laughs until he cries,
then he dies, then he dies

Come inside,
the show's about to start
Guaranteed
to blow your head apart
You've got to see the show,
it's a dynamo
You've got to see the show,
it's rock and roll, oh

Soon the Gypsy Queen
in a glaze of vaseline
Will perform on guillotine,
what a scene, what a scene
Next upon the stand
will you please extend a hand
To Alexander's Ragtime Band,
Dixieland, Dixieland

Roll up, roll up, roll up
See the show

Performing on a stool
we've a sight to make you drool
Seven virgins and a mule,
keep it cool, keep it cool
We would like it to be known
the exhibits that were shown
Were exclusively our own,
all our own, all our own

Come and see the show,
come and see the show
Come and see the show
See the show

*Emerson, Lake, and Palmer*

Friday, August 25, 2006

Friday's Factoid

"You're looking for the one who fucked your mom
It's not me
It's not me

You're looking for the one who made you cry
That's not me
It's not me

If you wanna stuff your garbage in that hole
Oh, baby I'm your man of the hour

You think the world's got the evil eye on you
That's not true
That's not true

The only one I see causing major pain
Is just you
It's just you

If you wanna spank your demons and make 'em pay
Then baby I'm your man of the hour

Some people go to bed with Lucifer
Then they cry when they don't greet the day with God

I know life's a bummer baby
But that's got precious little to do with me

You think you've found the one most like yourself
And that's me
Yeah that's me

You're sure we've known each other all our lives
That could be
That could be

If you wanna spank your demons and make 'em pay
Then baby I'm your man of the hour

Some people go to bed with Lucifer
Then they cry, cry, cry when they don't greet the day with God

I know life's a bummer baby
But that's got precious little to do with me
I know life's a bummer baby
But that's got nothing at all
To do with me

I needed a small vacation
So they put me on a train
They called it "rehabilitation"
Oh, but here I am again
It's against my second nature
Not to to chase you down that hole
I need a fistful of medication
Just to keep it in my pants

Ain't nothing like it

You're looking for the one who fucked your mom
It's not me
It's not me

You're looking for the one who made you cry
It's not me
That's not me

If you wanna spank your demons and make 'em pay
Then baby I'm your man of the hour

Some people go to bed with Lucifer
Then they cry, cry, cry when they don't greet the day with God

I know life's a bummer baby
But that's got precious little to do with me
I know life's a bummer baby
But that's got damn nothing at all
To do with me"

*Monster Magnet*

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Wednesday's Work

"keep holdin on when
my brain's tickin like a bomb
cuz the black parts are gone
I'm back to get me
sweet little words
unlike nothing i have heard
sing along mocking bird
you dont affect me

thats right
the labyrinth's of my heart
destroy
and deliver it

wait
I'm coming undone
I'm late
I'm coming undone
too late
I'm coming undone
what loves so strong so delicate
wait
I'm starting to suffocate
can someone antisipate
I'm coming undone
what loves so strong so delicate

choke, choke again
I got my demons from my friends
getting me in the end
they're out to get me
since i was young
I've touched the sorrow on the tounge
and the sweet sugar gun
does not protect me

thats right
take it between my eyes
destroy
make it tick now

wait
I'm coming undone
I'm late
I'm coming undone
too late
I'm coming undone
what loves so strong so delicate
wait
I'm starting to suffocate
can someone antisipate
I'm coming undone
what loves so strong so delicate

I'm
trying to hold it together
head is like an elevator
looks like i'm not getting better
not getting better

wait
I'm coming undone
I'm late
I'm coming undone
too late
I'm coming undone
what loves so strong so delicate
wait
I'm starting to suffocate
can someone anticipate
I'm coming undone
what loves so strong so delicate"

KoRn